I know what it’s like to grow up without a grandmother. Before I was even born both my grandmothers passed away. I don’t know how or the cause. My parents don’t really talk about them which why I don’t know how they passed. I don’t know if it’s rude but I don’t really feel that sad by the fact of their death [I lost both of my grandmothers]. I never shared anything with them so I don’t really know how to act or anything about it. One thing that does not sadden me but makes me feel left out is when people talk about their grandmothers and i can’t relate to it at all or going on social media and seeing a post about grandmothers.

I do not know if not having grandmother is really all that much of a loss but i’ll never personally know i’ll just be told by people who they’re right with their opinions. I often think about how it would be with a grandmother but again I won’t truly know ever because they’re gone and there’s nothing I can do about that. At other times I wonder how it would be like to not have another one of my family members dead what if it was my mom my dad that would as well impact me it would change me but it would affect my kids because they didn't have any sort of bond with them except for my words, and also words that’s another reason why I think i'm not really impacted by it because my parents hate to speak about them because I think it makes them sad. Well I will never know what it’s like to have my grandmother get me in trouble for not eating and what not. But because of their death I know that death impacts people in harsh ways. I remember seeing my mom's sad face when I asked her if I had a grandmother when I was young or also I remember the look she gave my friend when he asked if she was my grandmother.

Well thanks to my parents and the deaths of my grandmothers I know that life is important it comes and goes ever so quickly. And that it affects everyone in different ways and i should be respect even if i'm not affected by it.